yolk crab swim elf fm, by kiwi smoke (2025)

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theyve been pushing me off the edge for multiple summersi couldnt wrap around the edge to show them my numbersshed snakeskin, let go of your fatherlying became my mother & father tongue start developing a cage to stop the patternhead down, walk quick dont look back on themi stay pigroasted, wired up, become an actoralmost like the real world doesnt even matterthey say to water the soil that you grew up inthey do not know i abandoned with no originthey say to water the soil that you grew up inthey do not know i abandoned with no originthey showed me a path that i never trusted one biti built a path thats crumbling but i trust myselfi trust myselfthats all i gotfuckeruh, when i hear them speak, they dont make no fucking sensethey need some restraints to calm them down, get tucked in bed, easyi sound like the opposite, thats the problem thencause youll never understand what i fucking representi dont wanna hear your shit, youre old and seniletheres no wonder i start losing my mind when i see the nileyou all trapped in a beehive, mind, yall point at me nowi must be the queen cause im the only one who see whythis shit, kinda comedic, you would never say id fitoh damn im kinda in, who wouldve ever known that shitbitch suck my dick, dont even entertain itive been drowning for years but yall still watching low from your placementi know yall pointing at me, call me a cowardi started with no one, thats why i made up caperfloweri made my name, no power, yall just dont know that now or nevercause ive planning on how to escape every houri sound mad, its cause i live this shit everydayi worked on my anger issues and they faded awayexcept when i turn on the old music and hear the painthis projects out because there is no other way or gainyall could skip this onestash it down, forget this onefor the rest that wanna listen, ima tell you smthnits been like 5 years and i dont really feel muchmultiple dream accomplished but i still feel lostwhat the fuck is going on, i dont see muchim just moving forward with whatever i goti pray that one day the results are too big to ignorei dont wanna occupy myself with a rewardwho knows, i just might slip, go and lose it alli cant let that happen until the day that i falltryna fight the other shit but theyre slipping awayi got too much steak & mash potatoes on the dinner platei couldnt even stomach the fact that i havent eaten todayi just been thinking bout the day that i push this shit awayi could move out any daylive or die, i dont really caredignity is what i bareintegrity is what i shareyall bitches need a new heircause i aint doing this shit no morerather live than be in a holerather die than sell my soultheres a planthats deep in my mind, its been behind my eyesive been waiting for so long to try itits been five years and these tears retiredthe crying helped, oh the crying felt my painpeople ask me about my processid rather not talk about something that so honestyou wouldnt even benefit regardlessits a technique that i call ;imagine a harness;its delusionone day im going to make it bigits delusionone day ill show this song to my kidsits delusionone day ill get on stage and singno, you cant believe i didno you cant believe i saidthat this shit would be so realbitch, who the fuck is youyoull never do anything goodyou never will say the truthyoure filth and thats by bloodyou need to get out the boothyou always try act like you shouldthats all i hear though the wood cause i

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eucalyptus (x3)im up, i lust some lovewhere do i get somei lust some loveyeah, where do i get somehui flee from my chancethe soup in my handsleak from crevicesim running out of lifei see through your pantsthe food in your handsleek stick grips deathim running out of timeyou need to goenoki, go to the storepebble high, you keep the stoverent a bike, 8 hours a flight, coming back, keep it low, huuconverse converse mold, huuforgetquestionsthe drum dance6 pmgo (x4)the trinketsornamentstheyre glisteningdancingwoah (x4)lavenderaüslanderforeignervelvet hair, playbulbasaurgive me morelil jean jacket on the floori feel like people feel likethe peace side is where me sideswhen (x4)i get out the house to the beachsidepassionfruit drink, ocean tidewet (x3)im up, i lust some lovewhere do i get somei lust some loveyeah, where do i get somei lust some lovewhere do i get somei lust some loveyeah, where do i get somehufour of a kindginger, lemongrass, fish oil, limelive life and breathe low sublimedrinking up matcha teayall never find someone like me(eeugh) anemome, leave the pod now on shufflebuy a tie, land so deep in the rubbledrink glass, now what i see is doublebeach gas, now what i want is coupleseashell, oyster, pearl, in a bubbleshe sells tickets to go lick herlovewhere do i get somei lust some lovewhere do i get somei lust some loveyeah, where do i get somei lust some loveyeah, where do i get somehugo (x4)

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yea, ive been all over the world but theres just one person that im not whole withoutpuff puff, smokei feel so incrediblepuff puff, smokei think youre the one thats chosenpuff puff, smokeyoure the special one, i knowpuff puff, smokeyoure the special one, i knowlets goim having a heart attack from youlets gowhy the fuck you aint admit the truthyoure the special one, i knowyoure the special one, i knowbringing my case in advanceyou dont wanna miss this chancecome here and grab my handthis might be your last danceconfess your love to me and ill have a wedding done by midnightconfess youre gone away and ill pack my bags and get out of your sightim just sayingyoure the special one, i knowim just sayingyoure the special one, i knowup for 33 hoursi never miss a momentgirl why is ur guy herei thought u already told himpuff puff, smokei feel so incrediblepuff puff, smokei think youre the one thats chosenpuff puff, smokeyoure the special one, i knowpuff puff, smokeyoure the special one, i knowyoure the special one, i knowdont ask me how butyoure the special one, i knowyoure the special one, i knowlet it go

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wrapping gifts for my father on his birthday while listening to gingerluxury always dies but connection lasts foreveri didnt know that years ago so i sold my vendettahad to buy it back but that came with a cost, obviouslysimple direction in life & family lost, obviouslystarted feeling like the only one out of them all, obviouslycant even sit properly n write this song, obviouslymy face on the phoneim driven by fear and i know itim thankful my brain likes to hallucinateim afraid of every single momentbecause all of them can lead to pure decayand honestly i think that is my purposebecause im starting to like my bruised up shapeim developing into againits a process that doesnt seem to replace me, its disassociationi keep the second copy floating around roaming the big interneti got me fished out, cast out, iron the crease, other side of the fencewhen i pull up with something traumatic on me, does that count as self-defense?i gotta sit here, with my wrists tied, my two legs bind, to the ground crying, cause i know icant open up to who i owei should keep close but i know they know that i treat them like foeits not they arent but its going to be the biggest backstab that they knowsome of them dont even deserve it, i dont want to hold them to their throati dont wanna abandon my sister, i dont know how she will copei dont know how ill abandon my grandmama, she wont know that im hopei cant even talk to them, cement screen, prison visitation closedi cant even talk to them, mouth and brain fermented like phocant be loss of translation because im done sending back a messagei know how this goes, youre not respectingi know how this goes, you act depressingi know how this goeshow many times to need to tell you that i knowi wish i could shoot ~~bullet~~s through your domei can play tha villain if u wanttoe goin numbmy jaw lockedself esteem in the dumpsay my name 3 timespromise umy face gon b in ya mirror reflectin’ ya actionsactually, it ain past shit that got u laughinthe thoughts that keep u actin’ on impulseten toes downdrop down on ya face like u floatin’hopin’ ts lil drink keep me tipsy enough 2 dive inno remarks for the swollen tonguestoo egregious for sweatin’ out my defense regionsik some niggas out there detest eating greatdown in the nether, all i had was darkness & lava in a fucking caveburnt ashes mixed wit the bluntsface me sideways & spit the tobacco outpretty pennies flipped for lenny typefacesi cry in these blank spaces swiftlytailormade baggy pantsno suits for a skinny ass nigga like mecan’t define my featurescan’t entertain no mediocre shittwists in these blunts we rollin’ by handanimated & spun by claysee u from around my waythe fool got grazed by a sharpened blademucus get slashed by the exhalesremember when all i had was thoughts clouded in that dreary welllive 2 tell the tale, come backget the veil 2 ya facekissin’ all up on the brideblood wiped upgon b as red as u thinkmother varmint in her truest gloryu can’t harm mein the light we praised underforcefield of worshipwas so clear that it ain worki ain een kno it was pretentiousraisin’ up all my hands, full of tensionmess it up with all my nauseavomitting on a bitch close 2 spillin’ punch on a bitchgettin’ punched in ya ribswhen the slugs penetrate, u won’t even kno that it hitbrooklyn my foundationeveryday i breathe, it’s a burning sensationterribly, i staytakin’ crowns as fast as i wash dishesno fear of me subconsciously forgettin’ mad shitpubescent feelings gettin’ more maddeningdecisions gettin’ more rashevery morning, i get more ashy in the kneesshakin’ everyday like her ass need sum money09

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shawty smokin sour dieselflower, flowergetting evilmake that money and conceal em'damnshawty know that i don't play about contrabandso why this bitch right trippin' tryna pop a xanjaytoven you famous yeah we know it manflip this bitch right over just like a stuntmanwhy you gotta front manwhy you got these stunts mandon't fuck around with the yes, mandon't fuck around don't upset, mandon't fuck around we on set, mansmoking this sour the best, damndont fuck around w the seti built this all by handdont fuck around w them bitches, their mind stuck w stitches, i cant lend a handthis shit too shaky for operationyou dont know the area your cage is ini be cheffing it up w the cajuntheres smoke and its blazingbb like a guni shoot through anything that yall wantnothing free, im not your auntim moving the business and that aint for fundont ask me things that dont concern youeven if it does, you cant know truthyoull deny anything that i pull throughso why would i pull up w youwhy would i put up w youyou let the opps know that we carry the juicewho are you to think that youre approvedshut the fuck up, stick to the fusebeen running this shit since 19huh, now im 19i know that you know where to find meid be chilling w that,m smoking that sour (die-die-die-diesel) x8

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i keep logs of my paini keepi keep logs of my paini breathe right on the paintyou can see the mistakeit comes right off the stainthe stain thats on my facethe stain that keeps me chainedi, i gnawthe same toyi fawn in the same foyi crawl out my holei fear, fearthrow me outdont catch me with my foul moutha cubicle as a housea cubicle as a houseconcrete wall eroding unannounceddidnt tell me while i was sticky-stuck in the couchbam bam bam, dont check inside the pouchbam bam bam, sweat all over my brow

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i can see the fire x3i think i see a light at the end of the tunneli havent eaten in so longi havent breathed in the fogi havent slept in the darki knew that this day would come for just a momenti threw my life on the groundi dug it six feet down for itim outim feeling lightheaded and i dont know whyi think the change in atmosphere is finei think the rain is clouding up my eyesthe rain is thick, its oil, where did i arrivei look down at my fingers, yea theres fivewhy do i feel so alivethis was always worth a sacrificei am not a fan of how my legs are moving across the planei wish i could rewind time to fix the lies i told over the phoneline, my badhole of a pigeoni wish my body wasnt so rigidi wish that thriving was the new livingi wish that i never run on interestthat came with an interestloan so heavy for my imagepropane heavy for my distanceready for a garbage voyageim feeling lightheaded and i think i know whyi think its internal bursting in my eyesi think its good oil reaching for the skyi think its smoke & - that hide disguisewhy do i feel aliveits almost like its a predatory fighti have dreamed of this every morning & nightnow i die, hunow i diei want to embrace her armsbut she seems shyi want to show her charmbut she seems slyi want to move alongbut she seems righti am not a fan of how my legs are moving across the planei wish i could rewind time to fix the lies i told over the phoneline, my badstrike time for a good timestrike good for a new time x2goodbye

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flying dried flower dust, sphew sphewmoss clothed, sphew sphewput out one more, sphewlids conched, the iris looking upyea i frolick, fly flycaught in the wind, dry dryshave me off, harvesting the moss defaultfinally feel my skin breathing freely on the rocksbiiiiiiiiiiiiirth/4swim out the yolkcrease out the foldgod my vision is coldis this something i knowis this something i know, exoskeleton a mouldis this something i know, body of a fool, a heart of goldis this the life i sold, looking back across the flooris this the life i sold, shape contained in shrubs at homeis this the life i sold, every petal, note of goldmoney beouqet, radiate hopeits a silent soulspring cleaning the home, sweep sweep sweep sweep sweep sweepspring cleaning the hope, weep weep weep weep weep weepginger summer rollreminds me of the first album when i really didnt have any controltime really moved on, no limbo or lock on the dooriridescense ocean foam, its been so longswallow me whole and let me drift off into the coldwaterproof, i keep in touch with god on the phonemight need a bigger signal, send the pleas and payment on sonarcurrents undecisive, nature might need a new flowchartremove the screws, might be by force, so youll need a crowbarfollow your gut but only if you pray next to the altari forgot prescriptions everything reads and feels so farneed to anchor myself with the full barbell piercing treatmentnever keep an evil secret

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my back is gon snap cause im snatched w a racki aint no greedy bitch, strap is in tacti already know im that bitch, no attachementspretty repellent like i am a cactusbpahx first shot no practicei bet u really wanna feel my mattressbet you really wanna know what my past didbet you wanna know who passed down the cabbagenah, this bitch home-grown, grahyall thought i was fools goldbut i know yall would go broke for menah i put you in a chokehold (you want that)polaroid, keep the photo (you want that)hang the bitch near the window (you want that)icky like fishbone (fuck that)whyre u shaking, you have your hand on a pistolthe difference is that you know i could fuck your shit updont talk to me if you know what youll say would piss off—ive been through a lot i got adapted systemshuu, i used to be concerned bout how many mirrors existhuu, but i now i understand that seeing every angle is important to thishuu, especially if i wanted to maintain myself, i gotta move, block and prepare myself, for all the new rude pain-vain loving selves that go and hide their bruisesyou gotta show them offwabi-sabi your faults imperfection is the strongest because without it youre a hollow bodyi imagine thats why you copyhave i done shit i regret, oh, probablywhy would you think about those if you did them already, all show, audiencescenecut, like a mean onei just dont read themu got followers but i aint seen onei aint seen onesmall fry, im a penguinu gon lead me to your kingdomschool of yall, little childrenimmature wearing pigskinim gon leave your structure exposedwhy im aiming for u, ion knowim just looking to hunt for morei just took over the nearby storewalking in like its ownedpopping in, popping in like its cornyour bitches be flocking in, its octoberkiwi season and it isnt overhard shit but the money flacidcaperflower is bound expandingbro, i lift that shit like magicseem effortless, but the fact isi work too hard, im a manici know the whole world against my anticsbut i never would fall, bro im always in awe on how many people deny itbut nahnew devicenew devicetreat it nicetreat with kindnessyou will thriveyou will thrivebefore you diebefore you dienew devicenew decidetreat it nicetreat with kindnessyou will thriveyou will thriveinstead of survivebefore you die

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freightened, eyeing at the leafless treesitting on the ground with water hip deepive been trying to go back and cover all the new seamsthey seem to cover me to breathebut they dont seem to understand that they inhabit what they keepits starting to feel that it isnt really mewe havent even been given access to the keymy hands are free but there are shackles at my feetenlightened, eyeing at the leafless treethere aint no optionsdemocratic, my progressi dont need to die w problems, i need to think and keep myself honesthonest that i cannot process forever, i need to stop and pause ithonest without a bother, honest without a properexcuse to let myself drift off up in the clouds for once in a whilei need to stop checking my emails just for a day when im out of townbru im sorry to everyone i dont respond to, i cannot waste my timei cannot waste my time by sleepingi cannot waste my time by dreamingim too afraid to sleepim too afraid to waste timeim too afraid to think waste is time and sleep is waste, onlinei operate like a bulldozer through a drive-bymy hustle, always i move, you cannot just find my shit on find myi swear you dont have a clue, ive been the glue, look at the timelinebitch, let me stop for a secondi should be fine with a second, uuhmy movement could change thru the seasons, im fried chicken kentuckyi dont really need to discuss iti could keep the options open, i need timeunproductive, self-preserving (x), snap a branch(x)why to leave me to die, bitch alert mei love work but that shit deter meshit look back with the eyes of a serpentneed to check back daily to affirm itkilling it mercilessly is my purposeshoot a human and take their timedont communicate me, im fineworst safe space is insidethey got their own horrors alivehorrors so bad behind your eyesyou need to evacuate the confinedor youll evacuate your own mindand end up reaching the skyout

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throw it outsidei didnt mean to put it on a cellphonethrow it outsidefriends are coming back but the fun is gonethrow it outsidefamily think your real soul is long gonethrow it outsideits an excusethe skeletons are getting mad that im outi swear, they just want to pull my ankle to the groundi swear, they want somebody to submitand swear, that the circle vertices dont emiti swear, they want me to look at me like they dodo they expect me to remove the i way i looki swear, do they expect me to remove my looki swear, might remove the cover to my own booki swear the page is already flipped, donedont need the cover to understand itim knee-deep in text, the stone etches are already readwhats the point of repentionno change with the mentioni must have dementia because i dont remember when yall preventedbetter off with the pain managedyou will see the same circumstancesyou will hear that same phone answeryou will feel like youve been sandwichedjust learn from the problemeven if i talk to no audiencei know that im calling myself to sayyou already know how i felt that way, damnthrow it outsidei didnt mean to put it on a cellphonethrow it outsidefriends are coming back but the fun is gonethrow it outsidefamily think your real soul is long gonethrow it outsideits an excuseyeh,yeh,yeh,yahplease dont drag my bagplease dont pull my backi dont flood the gramwe dont talk to ticksi dont talk to brandswe dont talk for licksand i dont walk for nothingi keep head head high, dont look at debrisact like a snob snob, i am just tired of thisive helped out enoughyall bitches too softhop off my endsyeaa yea, hop off my endshome,i swear that i love you, but i cant keep you forwardi got heart in the past, but my priorities importanttheres a reason im finishing this album, show them what my home didyall acting like servicing tradition is pure encodedyall acting like our goverment is good

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black ghost, no facei wish i was one of the soullesswalking around in a hallwaytoo much gold for me to show facetoo much thats on me to show painshow pain, show paini dont belong in the kingdom, i belong in the slumslord i tell you go home, lord i tell you go homei feel uncomfortable handling silver platters over frivolous matters i dealt whats in my hand and now it doesnt mattersitting there just to get fatterwhats the point of this, manwhats the point of this, manwhite dress, all facei hate those bitches with no paini could punch them with no restraintbut i walk with them to nowherewalk with them to nowherenowherenowhere, yeaflicker of the wrist, now its gonetemper of the business in armsits short for the delinquency chargeits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hardyea, it isnt hardi cant even reach where you startyou cannot comprehend my place because its really faryou dont have the depth perception to not fall off hardyour parents will pick you back upi dont really have backupsyou would probably lash outi would probably back outi know youre not listening to me cause you dont give a-you know i dont go to sleep easily cause i dont give up, huhyou would probably count downi make sure everythings soundyou would probably think about it while i open my mouthyou dont really know whats southyou dont really know the outsyoud be waiting impatiently until i found outgo and oyster far, gocome take the oyster card, gogo, go, go, goflicker of the wrist, now its gonetemper of the business in armsits short for the delinquency chargeits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hardits almost like your life isnt hard—

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hu, i wish i was blind x8you dont know the shit i seen that i could say w my tongueits kinda insane how you could transfer data through a songi would never try to put you in front of my gunthis bullet took me five revolutions around the suni miss, i miss when i could just think im alonei miss when i was dreaming about buying a phonei miss the simple life of teenhood, its not the new oldthe new old is the old new, i feel like a drunki feel like a drunk that on their first day of accountingtheyre so many numbers everywhere, what do they amount inwhat do they result in, all precise like surgeoni know they must be important, but they never help my friends, my family, my future, my lifei swear they just wanna stress us with everything all the timei swear they just wanna press all of our buttons until we fryi swear they just wanna guess everything, but theyre never righti swear they just wanna confuse us and use us till we cryand cry i willi switched out teams to keep that willyou cant stop me, ima use that pillyou cannot defeat my willbitch, i will x6i flee from my chancethe soup in my handsleak from crevicesim running out of lifei see through your pantsthe food in your handsleek stick grips deathim running out of timeyou need to goenoki, go to the storepebble high, you keep the stoverent a bike, 8 hours a flight, coming back, keep it low, huuconverse converse mold, huuthis shit make me feel so oldi know what im doing is gold, huyeah, yeahits different to be freei never thought id be superstitious but now its mei never thought id be over-ambitious but now its mei thought id need to pay for the image but now its freedrinking up matcha teayall never find someone like meanemome, leave the pod now on shufflebuy a tie, move with no troubledrink glass, now what i see is doublebeach gas, now what i want is hustleyolk crab swim elf, in a bubbleshe sells tickets to go lick herthrow my life away, i never thought i shouldidentity never mattered as much as it wouldi just felt like i was put into a closed boxround the clock, i walked in circles helpless and confusedi was retracing my steps since i was embryoso much could come out of one single yolki could never tell how, everyone just swam through the waternobody taught us, i guess ill just be the only onesitting still in my room, planning on how to escape the boxi was enclosed but i went through a door, then i went through another door, then i went through another door, then i went through another door, then i went through another doori thought that at some point it would endlooking back, it never ended for any friendi guess we’re always gonna be stuck in a closed boxround the clock, i walked sideways all helpless and confusedi was retracing steps like a crab wouldi close my eyes and imagine me as an elfi spent centuries trying to find the fountain of youth, i failedi was never the one that would make it, take and break the space-time-line alivei was never free

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the old yousry is deadnah, ive seen a lot that i shedthought i needed to respect family namebut i know now that i am the edgeive reached a higher level past yallconversations cannot tell the end-allill say goodbye for now, the end calland you all will know when the plan’s donedont wish me luckcause i needed it way before thisdont wish me luckcause i think i need to return it, nowi was never myself with that mismatchyou could never rock up with the new gangwe cannot think the same, move pastsome of these things just dont work out and thats the hardest lesson that i ever hadthe second hardest as a developed artist is not to always show up with a gift bagi love where im at, dont let anything i say misjudge thati appreciate where i was at, but i gotta move on, see the size of the mapyall shoot the fish in the barreli take aim, bow and arrowpioneer the industry, im a pharaohwe could keep in touch through the payphone, so